Expressed

Hi, this whole page is been stuck on my phone notes, i don't have much time to totally express here in my carrdco so if you saw this, im glad because you're checking on me <<<
:)
why does people always makes me feel like this?
it took me a minute to think how to express the things that i might said, but them? how could people did those things that might hurt me or someone...
i cant tell that peple can do that things sometimes, not every people are good with that so they can totally destroy me by doing that things..
i was too afraid to inform them that i can't take that, sometimes i do, but it's different things.
i watch my words, i hope them too
With a smile
I smile a lot. i do. i like my smile, i do.
when i smile, i keep staring to them, at least they sees my smile if its fake they don't mind they just think i was happy because im smiling to them
It's too heavy, i can't cry.. so i smile. what am i supposed to do? i have no one to lean with.
smile saved me :)
why i can't have someone to talk to?
jaji